
Well I'm still a non smoker! I've survived 5 whole days...and I'm at mid morning on day 6. I feel good! Day 3 & 4 were pretty bad, but I feel ok today. I even went to poker and DID NOT SMOKE. I was the only person out of 7 that was not smoking. I have renewed faith in myself and my spirit. I can't figure out which is harder....giving up dairy or smoking. I've been off dairy for almost a year...that was tough...but I think quitting smoking is harder. Most times of the day I'm OK but when the night comes...and I get in situations where I want to smoke, or usually do smoke; like poker or out with friends... it's really tough. On Wednesday night we went to a friends house and I literally almost had a panic attack sitting there while 3 people chain smoked. But this is my life now...I'm NOT going to be a fuddy duddy ex smoker. I'm not going to try to influence my friends or family...we're all adults and can make our own decisions. I'm not going to *cough cough* when it's around or get all snobby about it. I'm sure that's music to the ears of people close to me. Haha Anyway, as a reward for quitting...I think I'm going to get my nose repierced. :)
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