Wow

Ok, so I was just talking to someone who quit smoking a year ago December 4th. She told me she STILL craves cigarettes. Even after a YEAR! In fact, she said "oh yeah, I want a cigarette right now!".........it's a DRUG people....a drug. Why does it have such a hold on us? I'm on day 18 and I will not turn back ...but I feel like I'm mourning. I'm in a bad mood a LOT, I'm emotional...I'm sure I'm not that much fun to be around. I just want so bad to have the cigarette. I can use my mind to tell me not to..that it's going to kill me if I allow myself to turn back...but I hate it. I want that comfort...that companion. Geez, we're talking about a cigarette here! Agggggggggg