I'm cranky

I'm cranky today. I was cranky last night too. I need to snap out of it. I'm so engulfed in the weight issue I'm having that I'm making people around me miserable. Too much of the "tone" of my household depends on my attitude.

I was mean to my kids last night...they were just being kids and I was over the top (for me anyway) in how I reacted...I'm going to give them extra love today to make up for it.

As parents it's up to us to recognize and reconcile when we have crazy mood swings or find ourselves cranky for unexplained reasons. I do it sometimes. Especially since I had a hysterectomy....I can tell when my hormones are out of whack.

So yesterday was 9 months w/o smoking. I guess I should stand up and cheer.....eh. When will I quit counting??? The anniversaries will keep coming...and they will become less and less important. I've accomplished my goal.

Last Friday the 3rd was Jeff and I's 4 year anniversary. I'm not positive about that date....but it's the one I always use. Neither one of us even remembered to say anything or do anything. I guess when you're married your "we've been together x long" anniversaries don't count anymore. Well we've been married 2.5 years....3 years December 2nd. That one will count.