Adjusting

Adjusting to my new life has been rough. Not only do I not have a husband...my companion and partner, but I no longer have my dogs.

I am very independent. I am enjoying putting together my new home on my terms and doing things my way. I am happy that I now only have to rely on myself to make my life happen the way I want it to. However, I do feel a bit empty inside...and I am missing 3 big parts of my life.

You know, I realize that what is going on is the best thing for me and my family- I do, but all of the change is overwhelming sometimes. In the last 2 months I've lost my grandmother, my husband and my dogs.

Ok, this whole post cannot be depressing. Let's see.... There is a chance that a new K-9 friend will be coming to live with us. She is Chris' dog (at his dads). She is a German Shepherd named Sammie and she is 5 years old. I have really enjoyed the peace and quiet of not having a dog around but I reeeeaaaaally miss it. Sounds silly huh? Most people who have owned a dog would understand where I'm coming from.