Update

I have not blogged much lately....I don't know...I just don't feel like I have a lot to say. Maybe I've been in a funk...I don't know.

Everyone and everything is fine. We are healthy and happy.

Work is OK...some stress but that is to be expected.

I'm on day #3 in a row w/o a cigarette. I'm not feeling well to be honest...I will push through tomorrow as well. My goal is to only smoke on Th, Fri & Sat. BUT I'm hoping that the first cig I put to my mouth on Thursday during poker tastes terrible and I'll never go back. I doubt it though. It's been 3 years or so since I've gone a full 3 days w/o a cigarette. I could blame my husband for this...but I'm an adult...and I control when I smoke. My body is de-toxifying (is that a word?)..and I can tell because I have had a terrible headache...and I've been coughing up crap all day. Oh, and I woke up with a sore throat. This is what happens when you stop smoking. I'm going to try very hard to change around my mood after work. It's not my families fault that I have this addiction...it's mine. DAMN YOU AEP....damn you smoke breaks! Not really- once again..I have control of my own actions...I picked up a cigarette 16 years ago to fit in and do what everyone else was doing. I never thought that I'd be 30 and STILL lighting up. Ug.